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    I miss tiktok so bad. I miss just having Thing To Look At. Always new things. Missing new things.       In this post I'm gonna expand on the many random sentences I've written in my notes app recently. I keep having thoughts and writing down a little bit of them as a reminder to continue thinking about them later, so I guess I'm gonna do that on the paper instead of in my head. 11/15/24 12:30am it makes me so sad that i have more or less quit dance and i never reached my fullest potential, i didn't really achieve my goals     This one is pretty self explanatory. I did dance for eight years, and I never felt like I was good enough. I "quit" dance pretty much when I moved away to college, because I no longer had a dance studio that I was enrolled at and had to take my dance education into my own hands.      I think this is particularly sad for me because it feels like it wasn't a clean break, like I never truly felt like I was goo...

 H elloo blog.      I 've been drawing a lot the past few days. I sort of invented a new art style, if there are even any more to invent. I created something new for myself, either way. It feels kind of embarrassing when I post my art on instagram. I think I do it just so I can see it all laid out in front of me like a portfolio of sorts, but my followers don't know that. They probably think I think it's good. Not saying I don't. But that's not the point.      Looking at my drawings is kind of looking at my own face in the mirror. Sometimes they are beautiful and perfect and I feel proud of them, other times they are warped and ugly and I hate that they exist.     I'm back at school now, and I'm really throwing myself into theater this semester. I'm taking three theater classes, one of which is scenic design focused, one more so play analysis, and the third is acting focused. I'm also already cast in a film and two plays, with another auditio...