new yearz resolutions
i resolve to allow myself to experience my emotions more. especially fear. i am so afraid of being scared. i will try to spend more time with the things that scare me, so maybe them and i can learn to get along. remind myself that if something scares me, i'm might just have to do it scared. i resolve to give my accomplishments the recognition they deserve. even if i don't think they're a big deal. let me recognize something now. i did all my homework this semester. i used to think that i was incapable of doing homework, and this was something reinforced by the people around me. i feared that i would not be able to function in a traditional school environment ever again. but i did it, i completed my first semester of college. it wasn't without some struggle, but that's not what i should focus on. a whole semester of homework, done. proud of myself. i resolve to devote more time to my relationships, in a way that feels good for me. to stop aiming for a somewhat neuro...