key lime

 

hello dear blog. it's been a while. 34 days to be exact.

i am sick once again. just a sore throat at the moment but we'll see where that goes. it's a bit of an unfortunate time. missing rehearsal, work, school, dance, all of which i have within the next two days. 

i would say that i have one too many things going on at the moment. something's gotta go. 

such things have happened since we last spoke.

i ventured to maine for a week. school trip. i intended to write about it here, but after having relayed the story to so many people i no longer have the energy. 

rehearsals for the musical i'm in have begun. it's a bit terrifying to be surrounded by so many good singers, but i know it will be a learning experience... 

 

a few nights ago, some friends and i spotted elon musk's starlink satellites. a train of blue dots moving in sync across the sky. i quickly looked it up, but for a few moments i was truly afraid. i am generally a person that believes in nothing, no gods or ghosts or aliens. so it was thrilling to think, even for a few seconds, that there might be something out there. part of me wishes i hadn't looked it up. 

the deadline for thesis's and other graduation materials just passed, all was submitted on time. it is nice to have that source of stress mostly gone now, but it's not like i have any more free time. in my last post i wrote about how i was trying to learn to like being busy. it surprises me that that was over a month ago, and i'm still at it. maybe this is what being a real person is like. i feel it starting to catch up with me though. something's gotta go. 

 

when so much time passes without a blog post like this, all the events and notable things in between begin to fight each other for a spot in the post. 

 

 

 

as an alternative to current obsessions: current loves and hates 

things i love:

• being in the car with my friends
• my friends
  
• xo, kitty on netflix
• key lime pie
• cornichons
• driving 'round in my car
  

things i hate:

• sore throat
• failing to fulfill obligations
• conflict
• waiting for new things to appear on social media for me to look at
• missing someone
  
• being so damn busy

songs of the moment:

• 212 by azealia banks
• tamale by tyler, the creator
• doritos and fritos by 100 gecs
• creep by radiohead
• swan lake by pyotr ilyich tchaikovsky
• 5/4 by gorillaz
• harness your hopes by pavement
• swim good by frank ocean 

 

anticipating taylor swift concert.

that's all for today. until next time x