sunkissed

 currently wilting in the heat. 

walk through of my day so far: i woke up to my alarm at 9:30am. by 9:31 i was scrolling tiktok. i long to lie for a while before resorting to my phone, but once i turn off my alarm it is already so conveniently in front of my face. 

i spent a solid 20 minutes searching amazon and sephora for a bronzer, ended up buying nothing. made an attempt at a sunkissed makeup look. then considered reading a few pages of call me by your name or folding my laundry, but didn't. later.

made crepes for the first time successfully.

now i'm writing a blog post.

 

 what's new in my world, you might ask? certainly i did not write this post just to tell you the few things i did before 2pm. of course i did not. let me tell you more.  

i got a job! at a chain retail store... but it's a fine job until i go off to college in four months. loooove making money. super cool to have that stuff.

i had a lovely spring break. acquired said job, hung out with friends, etc. for once i didn't want to return to school. 

i am trying to become a person that likes being busy. i know myself to think i like being busy, then quickly become overwhelmed. but now i have school, dance, job, more friends, and musical-that-i-just-auditioned-for-hopefully-i-get-cast. new things, repetitive things, in my life tend to take over my mind for the first little while. nightmares of driving a car or greeting customers. trying to stave that off this time. remind myself i would rather be overwhelmed than bored.

 

yearning for coachella. at least i can watch frank ocean on the livestream. 

haven't been consuming much new media lately, but here's a few songs that have been stuck in my ear.

• bad girls-m.i.a.
• the spins-mac miller
• i got my tooth removed-100 gecs
• waves (piano)-chloe moriondo
• it's tricky-run dmc
• running up that hill-car seat headrest
• kyoto-glitch gum
  

that's all for now. until next time x