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  heyy didn't think i was gonna post but happy one year anniversary of blog!!! this calls for several emojis.😆😁🎈✨ current obsessions are crocheting, emergency intercom, and being super cool. i learned how to crochet a few months ago, but these past few days i have been taking it to the next level for real. i had a sort of realization that i can literally just make anything up, and i don't need to learn it or follow a pattern. i started with making some experimental fingerless gloves, both of which were pretty terrible but i learned something. then last night i stayed up until like 1am crocheting a bikini top. let me tell you it does not cover anything but it was a very good prototype. now i'm trying to make another with an actual bikini as a guide. i refuse to follow a pattern. can't understand them anyways.  on a similar note i had a sort of a breakthrough in my voice lesson this week. i don't know exactly what it was i learned, but i started sounding better for...

  hey blog, new things about me: i have a drivers license and a septum piercing. i have been turning into a new person on the outside. new piercing, new hair, new tattoo, new clothes. maybe i am new on the inside too. i feel a strange seriousness about myself.  most of the ways i have changed in my life have been influenced by my perception of what other people want. i can't say this time is any different but i'd like to think i'm making it my own. i'm finding it hard to tell if i really want the things i want or if i think someone else will. i don't think that sentence made sense but i'm not gonna fix it. i want to be everything.   i feel a lot like i did around this same time two years ago. that's all there is to say about that. the rest of that thought is only for me. rehearsals for little women are very much happening. i'm terrible at memorizing my lines and i fear i will let down the rest of the cast. lately i've been listening to phoebe bridger...

  hello new year!! i'm actually feeling a new year new me kinda vibe. maybe not new me for long but i'm definitely going through some sort of phase right now. like a genuine teenager phase. what's up with that? been listening to a whole lot of a few specific songs. of course i am always listening to a few certain songs at any given time but this felt like a particularly significant bunch that deserved documentation. *oblivion by grimes *the perfect pair by beabadoobee *haunted by laura les *love sosa by chief keef *LOVE-triple j like a version by chvrches *vanished by crystal castles *hoe cakes by MF DOOM   over the winter break i went on two four-hour train rides alone. first time taking a train by myself. it was rather peaceful and something i hope to find myself doing again in the near future.  i had a sweet little winter break really. saw avatar 2. went to a cat cafe. saw a friend. visited family. went to a party. still into rainbow high dolls. i have three now😆 i al...