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  new thing about me: i'm eighteen. it happened to me about a week ago. i woke up one day and i was 18. just like that. crazy how those things happen. i looked in the mirror that morning and i swear i looked older. not noticeably to someone else. but i could tell. i've always measured my maturity from a retrospective standpoint, but that day i think i felt it in real time.  ok enough being weird anyways im at 42 books of my 50 goal for the year, and i'm starting to worry i won't make it. better start reading graphic novels again. i just finished red, white, and royal blue today. maybe you know that book. i really did like it. i don't have anything smart or interesting to say about it. it was a bit too long.  i started another book that a friend gave to me for my birthday. probably gonna have to read like 3 books at a time to make it to 50. goodreads tells me i'm on track for my goal, but goodreads doesn't know me that well.  3 current obsessions right now ar...

  current mood: wearing a petticoat. started driving lessons yesterday! i parallel parked for the first time.  grammarly already HATES me for writing this on my laptop. love grammarly though👼. my blog is truly the only instance where i don't care about capitalization, grammar etc. i still care about spelling. i 💟 spelling if you didn't know.  i scheduled a tattoo appointment for mid december ! i'm getting the daisy fairy from flower fairies. never thought my first real tattoo would actually have some sentimental meaning.    this is it :) school is so boring lately. i have no purpose here anymore. hardly any classes or extra curriculars etc. i just read in the library all day or stalk around the halls. or i write a blog post. all i wanna be doing right now is playing overwatch. getting into that lately :/ literally can't think of anything else. bye for now x

  new post..😒 my college application is due in thirteen days! i'm almost all ready, just gotta finish my essay. i'm only applying to one college, my dream school, and really sincerely hope i get in. don't know what i'll do if i'm rejected. i've been dreaming of going to this school for probably years now, and i can really envision it for myself. i think i'd fit right in. not gonna disclose what school it is because of sharing-personal-info-on-the-internet safety and also i like being mysterious. but if you know me irl you probably know anyways.  its also almost my birthday🎃i'm gonna be 18 that's soooo crazy. contemplating getting a tattoo on my birthday. it's probably too late to book an appointment with a really good tattoo artist though.  halloween was weird. how was your👆halloween? was hoping to insert the emoji where its pointing right at you but i guess maybe that's only an apple thing. anyway i dressed up as raven from teen titans an...