there's werewolves

 god, why must i feel so much. 

today was the last day of school. i always dread endings. knowing that something great must at some point end almost makes great things not worth doing. i'm not saying school was great. i actually had a pretty rough year. but naturally, as soon as it's almost over things start getting good. i had such a good week. i felt like i had friends. i felt like i was wanted. i think i hang on too much to the idea that once something is drawing to a close i can do whatever i want with no consequences. my whole year could have been as good as this week. that's the part that makes me sad.

i took my shoes off this week. i went barefoot for the last three days of school, and i think it made me feel more alive.

i don't want to say too much, now that i know i could have an occasional audience on here. but if you are reading this i'm glad, i think most of it is irrelevant and boring but it feels good to just write what i am thinking without too much detail or context and just present it to the world for no reason.

on an entirely different subject, the sims 4 werewolves pack is out now. >:) if you don't play sims i recommend that you start at once. it will be life changing. also there are werewolves now if you're into that sort of thing.

also got yearbooks this week. the staff members write the kindest things, it really makes me happy. i absolutely love the concept of yearbook signing. i think next year i'll take a friend's advice and not read it until school ends. 

i think that's all for now. until next time.

(p.s. leave a comment!! i think you can do that?)