dear billy

 current mood is having covid :(

its not so bad actually, i've just had a low fever, sore throat, and congestion. today i actually feel like 95% normal but i'm still testing positive. its pretty chill i just want it to be over😭

in the past couple days i watched some new studio ghibli movies. i watched When Marnie was There, which has been on my watchlist for literal years and i finally got around to it. i was actually shocked by how emotional it made me. it was a very simple plot and there wasn't a whole lot going on, but i totally cried. i also watched Howl's Moving Castle in full for the first time. I'd seen about half of it when I was little but it scared me so I never finished it. I think I avoided it for so long out of fear that I would still be scared. (spoiler alert: i wasn't) it was really magical. i thought it was going to be like Spirited Away which I did not really like, but it was actually a pretty chill movie. loved it.

i also finished season 4 volume 1 of stranger things. i won't give anything away or go into to much detail but I genuinely loved it. episodes 4 and 7 are the best ones. episode 4, "Dear Billy" was kind of the first show or movie that's ever made me really, really cry in the moment. 

i am so bored.

until next time.