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mid February means apple music replay is now available. (think Spotify wrapped but all year) top artist is Taylor swift naturally. a close second is the cast of spring awakening. sigh.

stayed home from school today bc I didn't feel like going. made a physical to do list which certainly helps get things done. but I can't do that all the time because then it stops working. I have homework for the first time in forever and I am remembering why I dropped out of public school. I am like a chronic procrastinator. its awful actually it really derails my life. at least writing a blog post was on my to do list so thats another thing I can cross off.

this year has been progressing at what feels like a regular pace. feels like mid February. is mid February.

I have been saturating my brain in spring awakening lately. I have found so much joy in singing with others which I had not expected from myself. I had the idea in my head for all of my life that I was legitimately the worst singer in the history of ever and only realized recently that I am not as bad as I thought I was. still not good though seriously guys do not expect that I am a good singer I am really not. but I am having fun and isn't that what matters 👑

irl I am shy? also did not realize this for a while. my blog is like an access to all the things I think but don't say. 

I think thats enough for today see u next time📦