man in the sky

 current obsession is halva. has been for weeks. looove that shit.

went to cat cafe, restaurant, and car wash today. thrilling. my other current obsession is bridges in songs. I feel like they're always the best part.

been thinking lately about going on an Israel birthright trip. I'm half jewish, but I've never really been practicing. just did Hanukkah and passover and stuff. also I don't believe in god... idk if if that makes me ineligible. but anyway I've been interested in learning more about jewish culture lately and I've been reading a book of jewish stories. wish my parents had made me believe in god when I was little bc theres no convincing me now. I think I'm a really good candidate for believing in god because I am so full of fear but no. I just can't believe it. no man in the sky looking out for me.

but back on topic I think the birthright trip would be really fun plus its free and like why not?? why wouldn't I go.

brockhampton is creeping back into my brain. music too good. can't believe they broke up so crazy they really made such good music its a shame. Taylor swift is also still living in my head. 

ok that is enough for today see u next time.