it's time to love my blog again
hello again darling blog. i write to you now from my new laptop. currently eating earl grey ice cream and listening to doja cat in the dining room with the lights off. it's raining. yesterday was prom. this was the senior prom of my old high school that i left 2+ years ago. it was a weird experience. sort of unwelcoming-i-shouldn't-be-here, sort of i-don't-care-i'll-never-see-these-people-again. it was very strange to be faced all at once with these people who i used to see every day, but have only seen on Instagram for the past few years. to see people that i spent halloweens with, attended football games with, sat with at lunch, and to be strangers now without a second glance. all at once and then never again. hello again and goodbye forever. but i'm being dramatic. it was just a high school dance like any other. right now i am hating summer. the season itself, not this particular one. i am so tired in this heat. it feels like every other day i can barely lea...